Always healing, never healed
overflowing, never filled
I can remember sharp and clear
right here is the place
where we were torn apart

Part of me is buried there
a severed limb
that nobody else can see
a fire that burns
but no one else can feel
a scream you'll never hear
a fear you'll never know

And it was me
who chose this bitter path beside you
wherever it might go
but it was you
who climbed the mountain while I watched
you're vanishing right now
vanishing

How can I survive?
if only I had stayed
in perfect silence
if only I could find
silence somewhere
far away from the world

I'll open my heart up
let the gods come in
take pure joy in a new life
here as a marionette

Sometimes I embrace it
freedom of a sort
frozen in a dance
that's been decided from the start

But oh, I said I would take part
the last choice I ever had
you're climbing up so high
with such abandon

The greatest fool in all the world
is not the one who follows blind
but the one who found truth
and chose with open eyes
to leave it all behind

Part of me is buried there
it's never coming back
only empty air
where can you have gone?

Will you turn now,
turn away and abandon
everything and run?
I was never ready
it's not an answer but I know
that it's the truth
and yet I come

The sun is at my back